I suddenly feel that Disney songs are really inspiring.
Listening to them while I'm blogging really
makes my thoughts flow better. They make me feel
much happier and fortunate after every tired day (especially today). :)
Thank you everyone who has smiled sweetly, say hello sincerely, waved wildly to me today. You've made my day so much better. Thank you for my family and my dearest friends who are always there for me. You guys have always been able to pull me out from the sorrowful pits. Thank you Lyon for having dinner with me again. It was once again a wonderful experience. I also liked the ice-cream session :) I realised Lyon is a fast ice-cream eater. :)
I dedicated this post to my brother Jeremy and
hope he recovers soon from his injury.
(He has 9 stitches on his face. Why do I have the feeling
that my brother and I are a bunch of accident-prone kids?)
Reflection by Christina Aguilera
Look at me, you may think you see who I really am, But you'll never know me.
Everyday, it's as if I play a part.
Now I see, if I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but I cannot fool my heart.
Chorus:
Who is that girl I see? Staring straight, back at me. When will my reflection show who I am inside?
I am now, In a world where I have to hide
in my heart, and what I believe in.
But somehow, I will show the world what's inside my heart, And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight, back at me. Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time. When will my reflection show, who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time.
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
It really reflects how I feel now. No pun intended though :)
You're the real thing! Do you come with a certificate of authenticity? You definitely aren't a fake. You seem honest, natural, and very comfortable with yourself. Even when other people are unwilling to face the facts, you're a big fan of the truth. Of course, being 100% real all the time isn't the best way to make the people around you happy. (Nobody really wants to hear that they look tired... or that a new haircut is unflattering.) A fake smile can be useful once in a while,as long as you don't wear it every day.
Your insecurities are holding you back. (SUPER TRUE! :)) It's kind of crazy, actually. You probably feel like everything and everyone is holding you back from changing, like the whole world is against you, but the person hurting you the most is... YOU. If it seems like you're always telling yourself, "I'm not good enough/pretty enough/smart enough to do that thing," it's time to ignore your inner critic. If someone else said that stuff to you, you'd probably get angry and want to tell that person off, so don't listen to it from yourself either! Trust this quiz -- you're a thousand times more awesome than you give yourself credit for.
I FEEL theDISTANCE w/oYOURVOICE...
Friday, August 15, 2008
I think I'm accident-prone. Just 3 weeks ago, I fell during Mass PE. Then 3 days ago, I realised I got this big blue-black and today,I hurt my back by tripping over and falling. It hurts terribly now and I think I'll have to go and see the physician tomorrow. :(
HOPE I'll get well soon.
Anyway, today was a rather fun day with Maths Consultation with Mr Ong again. I sincerely thank Mr Ong for teaching me Maths and tolerating all the crap that I was blabbering throughout the whole consultation. This reminds me that I'll have to go and book a consultation session with Miss Tan. Now I'm memory-loss-prone.
Thanks to Dorothy, Mr Shawn Lim drove us to Tanah Merah MRT Station after CSC and it was a great ride home because we had loads of fun crapping on his car. Thank you Mr and Mrs Shawn Lim [apparently Mrs Lim is very nice :)] and the other Mr Lim [the one who calls Dorothy Dodo] for tolerating and putting up with all our nonsense. :)
I realised that I enjoy having dinner sessions with my close friends. It's wonderful because you get to eat, talk and bond more with each other. Thank you Lyon for having dinner with me. The pleasure's all mine. :) [Even though you still owe me 50 cents. Haha :)]
I shall rest early and visit the sensei (physician) tomorrow.
I got a hunch that he's going to ask me to lie in bed and take a good rest. :)
I FEEL theDISTANCE w/oYOURVOICE...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
I must apologise to everyone who has pin some hope on me in some way or another. I must apologise to myself and all who have encourage me in one way or another. I'm very sorry for I haven't been too productive on these two days. I do realise the fact that I should be working harder BUT I just cannot seem to control myself from doing other things like watching videos on TUDOU. I seriously need some self-discipline. :( However, there are actually pros to watching videos. I know this sounds like a pretty silly excuse to use but I beg to differ. Watching 神样,もう少しだけ has made me realise that I am more fortunate than others by the very fact that I am given the gift to breathe, read, write and live a life that I can anticipate.
I'm so ironic now. DUH. I'll try to make up by finishing my GP Journal. :)
I FEEL theDISTANCE w/oYOURVOICE...
Friday, August 8, 2008
♥8th August 2008♥
*OPENING OF BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008*
I've spent myself entirely today. This morning's cross-country cum National Day celebration was a great sucess. The school even manage to invite mediacorp artiste Benjamin Heng over to sing some community songs with us. :) I really had loads of fun and I want to thank everyone who has played a part in making my day today. :)
The class lunch was also a wonderful experience with a black (witch) cat joining us for lunch. Lots of jokes were cracked and Mingquan even personified the cat and told it to leave him alone as he was eating... :) I want to SPECIALLY THANK MR ONG for buying us delicious Nasi Lemak for lunch. :)All and all, thank you all.
The trip down to Sun-dac with Lyon was really enjoyable and it also allowed me to look at things from another perspective. Someone once said that those who are less able than us do not need our sympathy and I agree. What they need is our admiration and respect because they do not feel depressed and upset but rather they are living their lives more positively than any of us. I also met some wonderful people like Christina and Jon. They're really very sweet people. [OKAY, any cotton candy and/or caramel jokes? :)]
Abraham Lincoln once said: "In the end, it is not the years in your life that count. It is the life in your years." Bob Dole also said:" When it is all over, it is not who you were. It is whether you made a difference." I think I've done that today and I'll give myself a pat on the head for that.
*PATS HEAD*
Good Luck to all for the following challenges in your way! :)
I FEEL theDISTANCE w/oYOURVOICE...
Sunday, August 3, 2008
♥3rd August 2008♥
When there's a will, there's a way.
I managed to do my revision for SPA in a short 1 hour. I feel very accomplished now. :) Hope that this kind of nice feeling will continue sticking with me... :) Actually, I feel quite relaxed for the week. This week's schedule is seriously less taxing on my ailing body. I've a really stuffed up nose now which I suspect cold has attacked me once again. SIGN~ Hope to recover asap so that I can enjoy my LONG weekend. :) For this week, we'll be going to Pulau Tekong's BMTC on Wednesday and I'll be watching Red Cliff on Thursday after school. [Well, there's an assignment after that but well...you gain something...you lose something... :)] Then there's the Cross Country [FUN RUN] on Friday as part of the National Day Celebration at Changi Beach. I pray that by then my injury will heal. My hand's getting better but apparently my knee isn't. *POUTS* I just pray that there's no scar. LOL. :)
To all the TRUE FRIENDS who are reading my post now...
有一天，天爱上了海，可是空气阻隔了他们，他们无法相爱。
天哭了，泪水落在海里，即使不能相爱，天也要把灵魂寄托给海。
从此海比天蓝。当所有人都在关心你飞得高不高时，
只有少数人在关心你飞得累不累。这就是朋友（亲人）。
在此借用你的手帮我摸摸你的头，小声对自己说：
一定要照顾好自己，善待自己，
与人为善。记得健康快乐比任何东西都重要。
只有经过磨难，才知道友谊（生命）的可贵。
生命中有你，真好！
I FEEL theDISTANCE w/oYOURVOICE...
Saturday, August 2, 2008
♥2nd August 2008♥
Left out.
Perhaps I'm not popular in school, in life, in my social circle of friends... Maybe life will get better...Who knows I might wake up having everyone appreciating me and liking me as who I am...I wonder why I am not INVOLVED at times... Is it because of my attitude...or someone Evillee has been spreading rumours around... I know that someone once said that we should never blame others but ourself when something goes wrong...but I want to change//attempts to change BUT no one's noticing it...It takes two hands to clap...For example, I change my attitude and try to do Maths Tutorial and Mr Ong affirms me by saying that he sees that I'm trying... This is a difficult period of my life and I want to TIDE THROUGH soon...
Growing up is TIRED. Go figure.
It's time to MUG ALONE NOW.... :/
Oh, I almost forgot... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUNG JOON OPPA! :)
I FEEL the DISTANCE w/o YOUR VOICE...
