Worrying doesn't help. Admittedly, it does serve some use in trying to push yourself to do or believe in something. But it's definitely harmful in the long run. I'm a living example. I worry all the time and in the end, I don't benefit much and I always end up lagging behind the others.
*STOP WORRYING*
I have come to realise that if I don't worry so much, things will be better. Sometimes, it's just the matter of the mindset. I worry about my chest pains and sharp sensations that I occasionally get and it doesn't do me any good. I went to the Doctor and he said my heartbeat was normal... Perhaps, if I learn to relax, things will be better.
After all, there's a Chinese saying that goes : 船到桥头自然直. :)
Term Three has come to a close and as I reflect, I realised I haven't been doing as well as I wanted myself to at the start of the term. I know I have to study hard but sometimes my mind just cannot resist and will succumb to the temptations around me. It's supposed to be natural for all humans [I read this in a book titled "The Happiness Hypothesis"; the theory of the elephant and the rider] so I guess I don't have to worry about myself being weird/abnormal/uncontrollable. :) Well, sometimes I just compromise and tell myself that at least I still have a conscience that tells me that I must work hard; at least I'm still able to differentiate right from wrong. :) Life's not so bad after all... :)
Just something random lest the readers find my post dry and draggy... I actually dreamt that I kissed Hyesung Oppa on the lips. But I guess that will never happen because the chances of me meeting Hyesung Oppa is very slim and thus having skinship with him is even the more impossible. This is when the theory of 日有所思，夜有所梦 come in. I was listening to Track 4 (A Good Day To Love) in his newest Jib(album)- Live and Let Live. It's a very sweet song and it features Miss Korea Honey Lee. :) [It's the song playing in the background now. :)]
Jiayous everyone! :)
I FEEL the DISTANCE w/o YOUR VOICE... 