I haven't been productive this entire week. I'm feel apologetic and yet I try to comfort myself with the fact that I'm feeling unwell.
It's so bad that I even got myself whizzed to the A&E Department of CGH on Thursday night. Apparently, I requested my parents to bring me there because I made a checklist of symptoms prior to heartattack and out of the 6, I had 4.
I went through a battery of tests- ECG/X-Ray/consultation. The conclusion- My ECG and X-Ray showed that I'm okay. The Doc said perhaps it's because I strained my chest muscles when I fell down the other day. Okay, I accept that. But now, I'm getting this uncomfortable feeling at my stomach area and it's rather upsetting to even think of it. I think it's gastritis because I haven't been having regular meals these days. Sometimes, I can eat only one meal for the whole entire day. I am guilty and I have to admit that my lifestyle isn't exactly the healthiest one and it's making my "already-lousy" immune system worse. I sincerely apologise to my body. Please get well soon.
Please.
